Today , afternoon about 2pm break with yongjie . I totally lost trust on him le , yesterday he told me he's at his house . Though of giving him a surprise , but end up nobody was at home other then her sister , sigh . He bluffed me once again , i really dont know what to do . Im not sad or feel like slashing or crying . Currently mood was just very angry for everything . Love cannot be force , maybe feeling seems to be fade when im with him ba . He made me lost trust on him and i found out that he even honging girls when im not in singapore , kenneth told me that he asked for a girl number right infront of all of my classmates . Its so obvious that his not sincerely to me , he's just playing with my feeling & toying with my emotions . All this months , i've wasted all my time and everything on him . Now i found out that i choose the wrong path , kenneth & yongjie once jio me , i trust yongjie because he melt my heart using his plan & everything . Now i found out that its kenneth the one who treat me the best . But its too late , kenneth lastlong with shermaine alrights ? Dont bother about me or what , im your nobody . Just promise me you would lastlong with my bestie okays ? And and , lim yongjie ! Dont you try to use any tricks to win my heart back , because i already no longer have any feeling towards you , I know we're together for 5 months & its hard to forget . But seriously , to me even 1% feeling to you also dont have . Dont try to use any wicken methods alrights . And dont try to use slashing to make me softhearted because , seeing you slash im more happier then ever :D ! Because i finally have the freedom . Between this 5 months . Talk to boys also cannot , Never go your house also cannot , Always lending you money but you always didnt reply , i guess adding up all also have 100 dollars ba . The most regrets thing i've done in my life is , steading with you ! Lim yongjie , fuck off my life . I dont need your backup nor your love . Simply just get away from my life !